I’ll keep telling myself over and over and over that she’s different. Better than the rest. You know why, Pa ? Because she is.

the people smile and laugh when
they see
us two

i’d like to say thanks but honestly the best part
of me
is you

So apparently I have a bad reputation. People who i’ve never met have heard things and either judge me and divulge into preconceived notions about my person or are on the fence whether or not I’m a socially acceptable character. Kinda sucks right? Yeah it does. But there isn’t much that can be done about it. If people think that way, then people think that way.

honestly, if you’re wondering
I am simply terrified
of the thunderous love in your eyes
of the rapturous rose thorns piercing my side

to tell you the truth my dear
to hold your hand would be a leap of faith
and in the worst case if my resolve were to break
What lonely soul would be willing to take my place

Lost in your absence, darling im not sure you know
the waves play a loving song,
drawing me closer to you
with every crashing note

Promise you’ll love all of me
Promise me i’ll have all of you.

Day 2 of these Christmas. Another sleep in, another run, another shower and feeling refreshed again. To my dismay, the pantry and fridge are devoid of food and i’ve had to make do with the sandwich Mama left me for lunch.
I really hope the holidays aren’t as tedious as these past two days. On the positive side, however, these days home alone have given me a lot of time to think, not necessarily about anything important, but just things. Likewise on the opposite side of the spectrum, it’s made me very lazy and bored.
YouTube and Kongregate are getting boringgggggggg as is  facebook. I honestly wish something interesting would happen so i’d have something to write about. Sorry guys.

Found this. It’s not mine.

• g: I have a confession to make.
• d: What?
• g: While you were gone –
• d: Yeah…
• g: I pulled our seats closer together.

Yep. First day of holidays. My alarmw ent off at 6:15 and i got straight up and went for the door, but then in my haze of a state i was like

“HOLIDAYSSSSSS”
and went straight back to bed. It’s currently 10:23am on a Wednesday morning and I’m bored as hell. I have nothing planned for today except maybe going for a run for an hour or so and watching T.V.
These holidays I’ve made the decision to start blogging again. I mean why not. http://riveranton.wordpress.com has been sitting around dormant lately and it’s about time i jump start le project (that’s what the french call it).

This time of year, being Christmas holidays, has really allowed me to reflect lately. I recall a year ago is when so much happened. I’d like to think of them as the good old days, even if they were only 12 months ago. I miss them. As in i really miss those holidays. I especially miss a friend i made during this time. I met her through my blog actually And we just clicked. But all of a sudden I lost contact with her. She was a good friend.

To be honest, I’m not really looking forward to these holidays. I’m not too keen on being bored for 2 months but hey we’ll see what they have in store.
So anyway, consider this the first post in a series of posts that are to come in subsequent days. Assuredly, It’ll be a journey. Hopefully one that I’ll enjoy (and later,miss,) as much as the last.

i was born and raised
to kiss your crying face
and to hold your trembling hands
Im a creature of folly
and God knows
that i believe this is meant to be
My heart has skipped a beat so many times
That i should be dead
and if that’s the case
This moment may as well be
Heaven