Do you understand what it means to smile ?
The shadows they tore all my dreams asunder
What if we learnt how to live but never breathe
Would I collapse just as our lips would meet
Im shattered, im broken, im lost and confused
The formations of crystals that left us bemused
My heart is beating faster than lightning
It knocks at my ribs and threatens to kill me inside

why do we decide that careless means alive
If i could control fire would you love me the same
And no i dont know why you still look through my eyes
why you still shake all my bones and control my mind
Why don’t i stop you? Am i so posessed?
this angel faced demon thats wearing a dress
Its raining again as you clutch tightly my arm
no i wont leave you, i dont mean you no harm

I shout to the skies, i lose my voice in vain
It doesn’t seem to affect me, i sleep though the pain
but by God i wonder why I still pray
asking politely to hear what i want you to say
I lie on the floor knowing soon that i’ll break
Maybe this is too much for one soul to take
Obtain these strong words and put them to use
I’ll say them once loudly, believe me it’s truth

I Love You

Why should we try to fight whatevers persisting within
You blink when your blind, and pull seeds from my skin
They grow into flowers in the palms of your hand
If i die tonight promise you’ll help me stand
Kiss me so sweetly, so gently and pause
we cry with such passion, with reason, with cause
and know that i am here lonely and waiting
For your angel face to re appear and take me

away .

Let me hold you close my dear
while i still can
When I have nothing to fear
Yeah, right, That’ll be the day
Can’t you see it’s me?
I’ve tried ! I lied …
But you stole my swollen heart
You stamped your love on empty envelopes
Locked them in a porcelain box
And threw away the key
I guess thats all i was ever meant to see
I believed in you
And you believed in nothing
But i look beyond this burning field
And understand that this is how we’re meant to feel

You ditched me in the dark
You promised you’d be back again
These walls aren’t so empty now
I’ve lost my voice
screaming out your name
Can’t you see it’s me ?
I’ve tried ! I lied
i never understood why
i decide
to wait
just to see your face
and when you arrive
it’ll be a hollow victory
Im afraid to see the sun
and i never wonder why you still think of me

Looking through the frosted glass
Dance all night, you’ll never shake the past
I hate when you inquire of my desires
But the closer you inspect you’ll realize
It’s me, i tried, i lied
i just cant help but sigh
while you cry
Let me close your crimson eyes
we’ll fall asleep in the cold
and curse this wasteland you call love
you’re like a winter rose
beautiful and the colors you can’t hide
but cold and dead inside
Let me wither away completely with you.

I sit at the foot of a maple bed
And caress the hands of her silhouette
She doesn’t understand what she does to me
She doesn’t understand me

The summer feels barren
The water doesn’t glisten on my skin
The sunshine is harsh
my will is ready to die

lets fly away
to someplace beautiful
Where we can hold a butterfly in our hands
and it never disappears

Am i losing it all ?
She answers in riddles
Im not sure where my feet will fall
When my body turns weary
And i fall to my knees
But i know somewhere
beneath a willow tree
She begins to forget me
And she cries.

The milk never turns sour
She never grows old
my shadow lays beneath a sky
that she painted with fading colours
I’ll wander and discover
forever in a day
I close my eyes
she counts to ten

Does she understand what she does to me?
Does she understand me ?

“This Love is Just a Whisper in The Wind”